The awkward moment the other half pins you to bed and tickles you senseless >_>….I gots my revenge in the form of pushing her out of bed ;D bahahaha
Ok so…me and Kimmy just watched this film tonight and we wasn’t expectings anything more than an “awwwwww” fest seeing as we both love Akita dogs. It was over all a really amazing story but we both got really teary eyed at some point.
Difference with me was i didn’t want to show Kimmy i was crying so i was holding back so bad - yeah we wasnt sitting next to each other seeing as we had the whole downstairs to ourselves an shiz…but yeah….tried my hardest to keep the tears sucked in like a trooper. I looked over to Kimmy wondering if the film was having the same effect and she looked normal but quiet so i rubbed my eye thinking “fuck fuck fuck…she aint seeing me as a pathetic kinda guy getting all emotional over this film!! make it look like i want to go bed an sleep!!!!”
anyway after the film had finished i looked over at kimmy an she was streaming with tears…i wasnt…i felt so bad! i just wanted to give her lots of hugs but i think it made her a lil worse >.< all i could say was “naaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww” but soon made her laugh when i let rip…..awesome lmao!!!
but yeah….anyone after a film based on a true story with their other half, i definitely recommend this film but like me…you’ll prolleh not want to see it again as it’s so sad!
Really loving the song Far Away by nickleback atm, really reminds me of us. I love you to bits Kimmy i really do, even when you an hour away on the train or coach there are days you just seem too far away and i miss you so much - but i know down the line in days time, we’ll see each other and when i hug you, i never want to let go cause i’m so happy to see you ^_^. It’s defiantely no secret we have fun - i just realised recently your fucking hilarious after a bowl of cocopops…who would of knew the things that makes your teeth ache is the stuff that makes you go loopy…we seriously need to buy barrell or cases of that stuff!! ahahaha
At one point i thought we were so similar…and we still kinda are just..kinda years more apart an stfu about ages jokes missy ¬.¬ before you even start lmao!!! I’m going to regret saying this but you know your more awesome than me, i’m just cool and what not but your like…awesome! =D i can’t wait for thursday to stay over at yours! feel sorry for the rents though…. flatulence wars ftw..although i lose cause you cant taste or smell anything..BOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I swear if you ever get them back…oh…it’s on..it’s SO fuckin on!! lmao still havent forgot about that leg-lock fart you done around my head ¬.¬ i will have my retribution for that when your sense of smell is back! OH! and we’ll also bake COOKIES! lmao we really should bake cookies but then again atm it’s not fair with me being the only one excited about the smell and well yeah !!!
Thhheenn a full week at mine…oh boy…gonna be no house left when we finished BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! and on top of that…Ninja time…fuck yeah bahahaha!! Ain’t no thing but a ninja ting…until the rents go out..then it’s owwnnnnn BIATCCHH lmao!!!!!
anywho…this was a lil rant or whatever you want to call it Kimmy…but it’s just for you…enjoy with a smile :’)
LOVE YOU LIKE MOUNTAIN DEWWWWWWWWW (you never had it but i dont care, i like it lots ;D)
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You know when your in love,
And you can’t go to sleep,
Cause reality is finally better than your dreams :3 :3
My heart longs for you,
My soul DIES for you,
My eyes cry for you,
My empty arms…reach out for you
Cause you know,
You know,
You know….
That i love you,
I have loved you all along.
And i miss you,
Been far away for far too long.
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and never let go.
Stop breathing if i don’t see you…anymore!
It’s been a while since i done a proper post - the last 2 weeks i’ve spent completely with Kimmy - it’s been amazingly fun…ok there was this one time i snapped at Kimmy but it’s cause i hadn’t had any sleep or lack of - i think it was cause i hadn’t got to use my ipod since being at Amanda’s and every used it except me and kimmy asked if she could use it and i snapped saying it’s the 1st time i got use out of it and everyone else seem’s to want it etc etc…it was a dickish thing to do and i felt ashamed and went in another room n after like 30 seconds Kimmy came after me and we both said sorry at the same time…wth!?!?! freaky friday kinda shit right?!?!? yeah i thought so too xD
So anywho before all that there was my nieces christening and it was so much better than i imagined, it was awesome and we had amazeball laughs!! i think kimmy enjoyed it more seeing as i had a whole pint of fosters spilt down my left leg…¬.¬ if i was wearing black it wldnt of been much a bother but i was wearing grey pants n shirt…i mean wtf…n i blamed ma oldest nieces fiance too…then found out it was my god son (great nephew) - so it was all kool and i got my beer back too xD lol oye and i had my youngest niece throw her daughters ass in my face cause she’d took a dump in her nappy…it stunk really bad and that went in my face…classy!
but yeah there was also Tony’s party…now…not being funny but…he should of helped out WAY more than he did…the condition for the party was HIM cleaning the flat up…in the end it ended up being manda who cleaned up AND bought food an shit for his party while he cleaned up one lil pile of stuff near the cupboard…even Kimmy done more work than him n me n kimmy were guests i mean…c’mon wtf!?!?! Amanda needs to start laying the laws and reinforcing them rather than letting him get away with murder, i know Kimmy wouldn’t let me get away with anything…she’d beat my ass…literally lmao!!
spent all of this week basically chilling at mine and doing sweet F A - gotta love those times! Friday though we went back to Liverpool for Kimmy’s best friends birthday night out…now….1st off we went to meet her friends Alisha and Christina - there were a few others but them 2 lasses were the main girls to meet and they cracked me up - i can see why i suddenly call them “the girls” whenever i refer to them cause they’re just like kimmy…but without flatulance, they crack me up xD not as much as Kimmy blowing up a condom an throwing it at a wall…and it stuck…i have a pic but cba uploading it …. yet lmao!!! we then met up with Jennie and her friend dave and Adam and we went to see the Avengers…Kimmy was on a hormonal time so snapped at me for being too happy about it cause we was gonna go for drinks instead….but it was all kool i got my kisses and cuddles while watching awesomeness which was the avengers! that film was THE BOMB!! so seeing it at the cinema again!
“Hawkeye…go up top call em as you see em, stark…man the perimiter, filter them back in or turn them to ash, thor, you got lightening bottle kneck them and buy us some time…me and you will stay down here and hold them off…hulk…smash”
something like that - it made me giggle!! wasnt until hulk n thor are fighting on the leviathan and crash it thru a train station where it got hilarious with them standing side by side on the dead creature and hulk side punches thor to the face…P M S L!! i had a few tears to wipe at that scene, it was pure comedy/action gold! loved it!
we also went for cocktails that night which was kool but a lil pricey but oh well :P we got to have a slice of giant cookie so it payed off n omg…i have no idea how anyone could eat a full one to themselves!!! choc chip with choc and strawberry icing..om nom nom nom nom!
best part of the weekend…i met Kimmy’s parents for the 1st time and her sister who is like the female version of ma brother Ste….hilarity ensues xD annndd on top of all that i got invited to stay over by Kimmy’s parents…for the 1st time…how freaking awesome!!!! Kimmy’s bed is so springy and…get dirty thoughts from your head RIGHT NOW SISTERMISTER!! you know who you are!!! … you as well Kimmy…you just wished stuff happened…go sue mother nature lmao!!!! but yeah it was awesome and a great nights sleep too!!
then there was the picnic! that was awesome meeting everyone - got to see Bexy cause i hadnt seen her for like a month n half…2 month lol!! long timmmeeee!! and i got to meet Chris and Emma who were friggin awesome!! Emma makes some awesome lemon sponge cakes with white choccie icing..i mean omg! OM NOM NOM NOM i should of been cheeky n asked for the box….lmao!! and Chris was funny, a really nice guy and so easy to get on with - he seemed like one of those guys who’s calm etc on the day but is like an epic legend for parties….well Kimmy give me the low down from last night when she went back to their house for a party so…yeah i missed out and i’m gutted i did miss it but…no cash meant i couldnt go (booooooooooooooooo)
but yeah…i dint go bed until 5am…and tonite it’s looking to be around 3-4am…just cause i’m so used to having Kimmy to cuddle at bed time…n now she aint here it’s weird and no Kimmy, that 1 pillow i have is no substitue…it aint warm an cuddly enough!! but i can look forward to when i see you again an who knows…another 2 weeks together :D!!!!! really looking forward to it hehehehehehe
oh and another thing i missed out which i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO suprised at and i’m still finding hard to beleive…when i got picked up at the station … the 1st words out of my dad’s mouth were “Where’s Kimmy? she now with you???” ¬.¬ 1st time ever he’s asked where my girlfriend was cause he was assuming she was coming back to mancland with me……it was kinda sweet but an eye-opener for me too - i dont know about mi mam cause she’s a cold hard case to figure out at times but it kinda shows my dad accepts me being with Kimmy and actually likes/loves her more than anyone i’ve ever been with…makes me feel proud to know i’ve finally chosen the right person to open up to
- this time isn’t a mistake and it’s for keeps -
after the last 2 weeks - after alot of contemplating, i finally know i have someone who wants me for me n not cause of just how i make THEM feel but also want to show their affection to let me know how they feel about me….i just wish my friggin lock n door would stay open - and i think it’s starting too - things are starting to click a little more into place after a rough start.
4 and a half months - i really don’t want things to end - Kimmy tells me they never will and 90% of the time i answer back “i hope things with us never end” … Kimmy is the realist…let’s face it she’s more of a realist that me! lol and i’m starting to finally get it when she says “no more break ups…i want to be with you, we’ll figure everything out together” i’m finally starting to think “i know it’ll work” instead of “i hope it’ll work”
I’m hard work i know this…but we’ve both been hurt and i know for Kimmy over the last 2 week it’s clicked for her that i’m hers for life if that’s what she wants me for - but it’s only happening for me now cause of stuff that’s happened already and i want to forget about all that because as Kimmy said….it’s never happening again.
I have one last chance with Kimmy, and i want my last chance to be forever - not just a few month or a few years - i’m done fucking about with life - Kimmy’s all i need and it’s who i want to be with…and it’s why i unofficially proposed to her…when i get her laptop repair out the way - i’m buying her a shiney ring and proposing properly - i’ve never asked anyone seriously or even thought about it…but with Kimmy i am and i want her to be more than we are now and she wants the same of me - i cant think of anyone else i’d rather be with….
soppy ending i know - deal with it :P
